The feeling for tomorrow

Eh meeenn, gue mau singkat sajaw. Hmm, tolonglah doakan gue semoga esok hari mr Alvin sakit, atau sedang ada acara , so he doesnt teach megatron class. Please god, help us. Mana speech lagi. Innalillah dehhh. Gue bisa gila. Tema nya "climate change lagi" bahasanya berat meeenn, sukur2 temanya ringan. May be "Best friend" or whatever. Yang penting ga senyusahin ini. hikshikshiks.

Jadi maksudnya feeling gue buat besok adalah takut stres gila. There are:

1. Ada pelajarannya mr Alvin

2. Ada weektest english

3. Ada pelajaran PKn dan history yang berurutan

Pokoke yoo, doakan gue supaya, kalo ga besok gue nya yang ga bisa join his class gara2 gue suatu event tertentu. Atau sakit yang terlihat parah tapi tak parah. Gue bisa gila nih kalo masuk kelas dia. Huaaaa. 2 week ago he said,"If you dont do your best, i dont do my best for give the score for you". Anyiinnggg! Giley kan! Selamatkan aku dari Tsunami dari mr Alvin ini Ya Allah Ya Khalik. Amin, yaaa rabbal alaamiinn.

why? apa yang salah sama otak gue?

Kenapa ya, kok tiba-tiba gue jadi ngerasa kayak gini. Ga tau kenapa, gue berasa cuma jadi sampah. Gue ngerasa gue ini sendiri walaupun gue yakin temen-temen gue itu, gue yakin mereka sayang sama gue. Gue yakin sasha ikhlas jadi temen gue. Gue yakin sasha, gaby, eline, gladys, tasa michel ikhlas dan sayang sama gue, tapi ga tau kenapa gue merasa menjadi orang yang ga penting di antara mereka. Menjadi orang yang ga berarti di antara temen2 yang jadi separuh dari hidup,nyawa, dan arwah gue. Tapi ya, gue ga ada niatan kok buat keluar dari vancouver. Gue ga sanggup kalo kehilangan kalian, all. Gue cuma lagi merenung aja, apakah gue ini ada artinya di antara kalian?? Gue ga ngerti tapi gue berusaha ngerti berusaha memahami kesalahan gue. Gue sayang sama kalian melebihi sayang gue terhadap diri gue sendiri. Dan gue BERUSAHA yakin kalo kalian tulus dan menyayangi gue juga. I love you, all.. More than everything...

If ain't got you- Alicia Keys

Mmmmmm Mmmm mm ooo

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
And I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

[Chorus:]
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, Yeah

Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
No one to share
With no one who truly cares for me

[Chorus:]
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, you, you

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, yeah

[Outro:]
If I ain't got you with me baby, ooo whoaa
So nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby

EVERYTHING -Michael Buble

You're a falling star, you're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.

And you play it coy but it's kinda cute.
Ah, when you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend that you don't know it's true.
'cause you can see it when I look at you.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.

[Chorus]

So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah

So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

Gaby Jole

I just say

CONGRATULATION FOR GABRIELLA DAN JOLE YANG JADIAN TANGGAL 7-11-09.

Di LIA pas gue sama gaby mau makan siang.

Selamat atas nama putra putrinya yang sudah saya buat namanya sejak beberapa minggu yang lalu:

1. Gafil Joshua

2. Gabriella Lioza

Nanti tiap anniv bulanan, saya akan membuatkan 1 nama anak lagi. Sebenernya bisa 3 anak tapi, kalo si jole dan si gaby mau mentraktir gue makan di sushi tei.

Gue juga mau cerita nih:

G=gaby

J=jole

S=gue

Pas jam makan siang, gue ninggalin gaby bentar di hal karena gue mau cari makan. Pas gue balik, gaby nya udah ilang. Dia nelpon gue dan bilang kalo lagi di LIA sama Jole. Jadinya gue harus ke sana. Sebenernya jole katanya udah janji mau traktir gaby eskrim tapi saat itulah...

Gue pun ke LIA

S : gaby,jole aaaa (tapi ga triak)

G : fir, lo mau dijajanin apa sama jole?

S: Hah? ah gamau ah, gue kan maunya kalo dapet pj, jadi lo jadian dulu. Tapi kalo jajanin biasa gue gamau

G : Emang pj.

S: HAHHH???? Udah hmm??? Huaa, gue ga ada? ga sakral ga sakral (gue histeris gtu)

J: (senyum2) mau apa?

S: aaaaaaaaaaaaaa beneran?? duh jole lo kok ga nyari gue? Kan harusnya ada gue? hahaha. Ini semua pasti berkat SIXTH SENCE gue hahahaah

J: iya iya sixth sence lo fir. hahaha

S: gue mau eskriiimm, tapi ntr sushi tei (menggila)

G: udah traktirannya eskrim dulu aja fir. haha

J & G : Haha

Setelah itu, sambil makan eskrim, gue menelpon SHABRINA yang berkata,"demi apa lo, gaby sama jole jadian??" dan ADELINE yang berkata,"Hah??? huaaa, selamet ya gabyyy!!"

Gila ya, gue kira si jole ga akan seberani itu. Hebat ya, gue salut!!! Hahaha

Salam Assyyiikk!!

BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE

Different with Shabrina Nugraha

Sebenernya ini udah cerita sekitar beberapa minggu yang lalu, pas gue sama sasha mengerjakan PR Biologi bersama di rumah gue. Dan gue me

nemukan suatu hal yang ternyata NEVER dilakuin sama dia

di sekolah sampe kayak gitu. Wakakakak. Ini bukan AI

B, bukan. Ini lucu, extraordinary (so lebay). Eh tapi gue beruntung loh bisa melihatnya secara langsung. hahaha (apasi daritadi ngoceh terus). Okay, cerita ini berkisah tentang Saya dan Shabrina Nugraha yang sedang menont

on sinetron "MELATI UNTUK MARVEL" hahaha. Gue ga sa

ngka ternyata si sasha sangat menghayati sinetron ini. hahahahaaa. Simaklah ceritanya...

THE END

Salam Assyyiikk!!

BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE

So sad, so bad

Today is the most bad day. Gue nangis brkali2 hari ini. -_- gue bru nyadar kalo gue adalah tipe org yg perfeksionis(egois, selalu apa yg mau gue dpt, nangis kalo ga kesampean). Gue emg pecundang, pengecut! Hate my self, hate my *****. Hate all in today.